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Dude HAPPY BURDAY PENNEY! And thanks so much for inviting us to your place! I had a lot of fun especially eating so much filipino food. I seriously think all I need is a little browner skin and people wouldnt notice Im an irishman. Anyways, yea the party was lots of fun, several LOG peeps rolled, and after chillin outside for a while taking a million pictures of jumps, poses, and asses, we went inside to magic mic it up. Man I am terrible at that. I seem to never remember all the classic songs or how they go it kills me! But props to dean owning it and making everything after him just messing around because of his sexual healing skills. I am feeling just kinda sleepy but not really. I am working for GP tomorrow which is a good and bad thing in that I get money but need to wake up early and work later in the afternoon. Plus I have to do my paper and try and finish it before monday because who knows what that day holds for me. Just kidding I think it will be boring. Whatever.
I am feeling a lot better than I was before. In terms of being scared and such about finishing. I mean the fear has never left, but I didn't ask Him to carry my load but to give me stronger shoulders. So yea my shoulders are stronger. Not in real life I dont think although certain gross people say so, which makes me not want them to, but thats another story for another day. Instead my spiritual shoulders are doing quite well and I have been able to look past my worries and instead at all the blessings I will have this summer and in the months to come. It will not be easy, but if it were easy I would get lazier and lazier. So yea. Speaking of lazy, props to Jason De Gussemon on his getting out of bed earlier for the past 3 or 4 days. Im impressed I really am.
I am looking forward to lots of things now; banquet, the end of the year, opportunities during the summer, handing over UCC stuff, all that jazz. I am really excited to end now. It's not so scary, at least the actual event isn't, but instead Im excited at the prospect of FINISHING, of seeing my family come see me, and of moving out of my apartment. I will miss this place, and my roommates. We have had so many good times these past 3 years, and I can honestly say they are some of my best friends. It's really cool because I can tell them things I can't tell other people because they dont know a lot of my friends so I dont have to worry about it getting out. ie telling one person in LOG = telling EVERYONE in LOG. hahahaa just kidding, but only kinda.
Anyways, besides those few things, I have been pretty boring recently. I am just trudging along through school, and it's literally trudging because I don't care anymore about pretty much anything. I know that's terrible but I am burnt out. I even get lazy with UCC things. This is my formal apology for all of my mess-ups as UCC helper-outer. I tried my best I guess. but especially recently I havent been keeping up with it. So yea, I'm sorry.
I started listening to this song recently that's got some really good lyrics, even if it is a country song hahaha. My fav line is this one "Others who broke my heart, they were like Northern stars, pointing me on my way, into Your loving arms"...I like this line because it speaks directly to the misconception that our brokenness is detrimental to our relationship to Him. Instead we can rejoice in being broken in and for Him and we don't need to be bitter at people or situations that cause us grief. Praise God for revelations hahahaha.
So yea Im in need of sleep especially since I am working for GP tomorrow. Have a gewd night everyone and drive/walk/bike/push carts safely wherever you go. Peace and love bitches

Weeeekend

Yea I had a gewd weekend. He was there. I was there. We met. It was gewd. Im tired now, but I guess in a good way. I have like a billion things to do and only a few weeks to do them. I wish I had taken care of so many of them earlier. The one thats driving me crazy is the drama crew UNIT (yes singular in this case, UNO) that is hanging on my back. I need to just work for 30 hours and finish it but I havent had ANY time to go and make it up. So now Im looking at 10 hours/week until finals just for 1 unit. Ugh. Its ok. Im going to do it tomorrow. I dont care what gets in my way.
Anyways, I have very little to say these days. I am finishing in only 3 WEEKS!!! WTF??? Where did the time go? I have no idea thats for sure. I am really scared, excited, surprised, and happy but also very sad. I won't be the same kind of person after graduation. It's just a fact. I definitely dont want to be one of those guys who sticks around and hangs out at EVERY SINGLE thing that happens on campus even tho I'm gone and everything. But I orso want to be involved still. I know a few guys who balance it pretty well but its still hard. I dunno we'll see.
So for graduation Im not expecting any kind of gift from my parents, since thats not really their thing. They've been supporting me a lot along the way anyway and there are more kids to come so yea it dont matter, BUT I'm thinking that since they're gonna be down here for the whole day of friday and we planned on makin a day of it anyway, I might just ask them to host a BBQ for everyone at some park. I dunno it sounds like it could be fun. And since a lot of people cant make it to other peoples graduations maybe people can meet up there? I dunno just an idea and I still need to see what their plans are, but Ill be having my people talk to all of your people in the future about this possibility. Yea. Do it.
I am really tired now. Like about to fall down tired. And I need to wake up early. So yea Im going to go to bed. I hope this blog doesnt suck SO bad that it makes you tired orso. Have a good night's sleep Joe. oh and you guys too. and if you read this in the morning I hope you HAD a good night's sleep. Or will. Yea yea Im done. Peace

PS orso=also in fob-asian-man-from-3pm-class-in-SSH accent