figurin shit out

so this post started out badly cause I was signing in incorrectly and I thought it lost my blog. but anyways... this is gonna be short but Im askin for prayers right now cause Im tryin to figure shit out with myself and it's taken a lot of time for me to realize certain things about myself and see things that Ive been messing up in my life and getting rid of a lot of grudges i've been holding onto. I wish I didn't have to deal with real life stuff while I organize myself spiritually, but these things dont really wait for each other I guess. So yea, prayers are appreciated, God knows Im praying for you guys. I've praying about a few things in particular and I never thought my past would come back to haunt me like this haha. Oh and before I forget,

HAPPY 32ND WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD!
You have been my lfe, my love and my strength when i didn't have it in me to turn to Him; seeing Christ in you led me closer to Him. Thanks for everything.

Ok that's all. Night

-J.I. Spencer (wow that looks old haahaha)