"Do not lighten my load, but make my shoulders stronger"

Well hello everyone, I know it's been a while since a real update and I apologize, but things have been crazy around here, not necessarily with any one single aspect of my life but all of them combined makes me a pretty busy person. So I've been dealin with that....well by dealing I mean avoiding, but it's ok.

So, I need to stop buying shoes for a while because I have lots of money-depriving events coming up. PUSO gala, Ben-E Conzz and the 2 shirts we are getting. Plus I'm gonna go to Tahoe for the first week of break and that will cost a lot of money so I need to save. And I say all this after making a date with Katrina to shop on Friday hahahaha. Im a moron. Anyways....yea lots of stuff coming up. I am not looking forward to most of the school stuff coming up, but everything else I am stoked about, especially........ BENEFIT CONCERT!!!. But forreal though, I am really excited about Ben-E Conzz and all of the good that will come of it. I mean we do it for our brothers and sisters on skid row and our mission is to serve and we always do exactly that, but the spiritual rewards are so awesome...I am having such an amazing journey with everyone in this and I am so excited to have all of our hardwork and prep culminate in that one night of praise, but to think that that one night on Nov 18th (*cough* shameless plug!) is the only praise we get out of this process is too minimalist because in truth every practice we have had is an amazing experience of prayer. Hopefully all we do for this concert is in His name and for His greater glory.

Going to benefit concert practices has also made me look at the way I serve much more critically. Do I serve to be noticed? Do I sing to just be part of the benefit choir, and thus be noticed? I like to think not because I sing with all my heart sometimes but I also like the fact that Im performing for others. I guess if I keep Him at the center always I can overcome any kind of obstacle like this. Gotta keep prayin fsho though.

Thanks to da Monstah for his shoutout on his blog last week, I would like to reciprocate all of what he said because I am truly inspired by him and all he does....besides being smitten by his stunning good looks and massive frame...ok Im coming back to the world of straight hahaha. This is also a time to apologize for leaving "the game" for a while. But Im gonna "cop" some shirts for us young gunz from a store in Fresno, cause thats the only place bad enough to sell these ones. Enjoy the pic, Im out kids.

Before I forget, HAPPY BDAY KHRISTINE!!!!


"Young Gunz fo-evva"