"I've been waiting a long time......just hope that I might find.....the right kind of love for me"

Yea this title is the first line in one of the coolest songs by Amos Lee......gangsta stuff, hit me up if you want it!

But yea the line doesn't have a whole lot of hidden meaning. I'm not implying I need a love in my life now........but right now would be ok. I'm down to meet a chick....umm, woman.... tomorrow if thats the way the cookie crumbles! Haha just kidding. I have a love in my life, I dont know if you guys knew. Yea I've had such a serious crush....no it's more than a crush, I think I'm head over heels and they know for sure. It's no secret anymore......I love God. That sounded very cheesy as I wrote it, but Imma let it stay cause its the truth. YFC's theme this quarter is Love, and how appropriate when I'm feeling God's love so clearly. The issue of love has been on my mind a lot also as I consider my vocation in life. 2 of my bros are in the seminary right now and 1 more is looking to enter soon, and this makes more and more real to me the dedication love takes. Cause they are doing what we are all called to do, love God with all our hearts. But they also love the paths they are taking, and that's when I wonder about the insanely complicated and yet infinitely simple idea of love. Who will I love like my brothers love their future spouse, the Church? What girl is in my future? yea this is kinda early for me to say any of this, being 20 years old and all, but ya'll can't pretend like you never thought about it before. Who you would look good with.....etc ish like that. I also wonder how many girls will read this and think "could that be me?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yea riiiiiiight Joe. wutevs Im bein random.

YFC meeting was tonight, that was cool. A bunch of alumni and other peeps from other campuses rolled. It was good to see all them. Good activity/talk Abby! Good worship Dexter! And good looks Randell!! umm yea anyway......no seriously tho, it was a good meeting, and I seriously felt Him there. After-event was awesome also...yea Tapioca Express!! Just chilled there wit the peeps and talked about random stuff......like the rugrats song, which we couldnt figure out for a long time then Angie showed up and she knew it right away......props. Anyway, she was rolling with Kirs, Dee, GP and 3D, so that was tight to see them for a minute also. Other randomness included Jean's signature lookaway. it works like this: ask someone a question, or even better when they make a statement and you have no answer, simply look up and to the left without moving your head. its funny stuff. Avoiding eye contact and making an awkward silence....awesome.

Oh some other exciting news.....I am now an employee of the UCI bookstore. Yea I'm actually excited about it even though I didnt use one of these "!". Why did I waste a sentence explaining why I didnt use an exclamation mark? and another one asking that question? anyway I am takin in my soc security card to be photocopied tmr, and I start work sometime this week I think. they didnt say. but thats good......Im gonna use that money on all the things I cant afford!!! NIKE DUNKS! hahaha jk......I wont....or will I? stupid. But yea Im lookin forward to that cause I do need some extra cash right now....and if I make a good impression I will have a job next year, so yea good stuff, thanks be to God for getting me that.

I was thinking about not doing shoutouts but it seems like something to take up my time so I'll do it:
Alina: well done sherlock, well done. I'm sorry if you thought I was talkin trash about you.....I wasn't honestly. It was all in good fun, can you forgive me?
Jill: this is for leaving me the coolest comment ever " YOU ARE AWESOME, MY FRIEND!!!!!!!"
=D thanks yo, right back atcha!!!! And well led meeting!!!
Dexter: Awesome worship tonight bro!
Angie: that song recollection ability of yours is incredible......oh and you're just awesome anyway!
Katrina: you're such a trooper.....and props for your moxy.....hahaha moxy. Prayin for you...
Randell: I seriously do like your looks, but thats for another day....for now let me say Im goin swimmin this friday if you want a lesson in any particular stroke let me know...was that too gay?
Rica: your tagteam job with Jill was tiiiight. well done. Coffee anyone? 4-cheese pizza?
Franz: we havent thrown around any steel in like a long time. We should stretch out doing some ACTION SONGS!! awww yeeeeeaaaa.
Derrick: so thanks to you I now customize my own dunks online, am one of the only white people who knows what the "ocho ocho" song is (and get made fun of by my roommate for it), and act as gay as Christmas day more often than not.......note I said "act" keep that in mind. Anyway, thanks I guess?
Helvin: had to shoutout to you man. It was awesome seeing you tonight, havent been able to chill in a long time. Keep in touch bro.
Abby and Gen: awesome meeting tonight. And its always cool to see alums come back.
Ken, David "Steve", Tricia, and PJ: props for comin out to our meeting tonight guys. Thanks a bunch for the support.
GP: thanks for lettin me chill in your booth.......and you soooo owned Kirs today!!! Hahaha. Don't get so happy you start smackin babies or somethin.
Kirs: it's ok Kirs, we all lose sometimes, you're just all-state at it. So in a way you're the best at something! man Im jealous.

That's all I could think of at this time.......don't let me know if you weren't on the list cause I already covered the 2-3 people who actually read my blog.

I'm gonna leave you with this awesome quote from yours truly.....it came from a late-night talk with Abby:
Abby: then you'll get all famous and forget us little people
Me: naw, the little people make the world
Me: famous people just live there

yea ok not nearly as cool sounding as when I said it but here's a better one from Sarah "Nixon":
"newborn=straight from God =D"
Awesome, PeAcE again and I love all of you........seriously.