Pray, pray.....and then pray again.

So yea, GP I don't want you to die.....quite the opposite actually. I like you alive. I like all of my friends alive. That's why that dream was so disturbing. For those who don't know, I had a dream last night in which a bus I was watching from the road, ran head-on into one of those big-rigs that carry huge logs....no if you don't know what they look like, that's cause you're from the city. Anyway, this big truck hits a bus and so I ran over to see if everything was alright, and I see LOGers gathering after crawling out of the overturned bus. They all have their heads down and I can't see any faces, just the maroon shirts, and I ask if everyone is ok.....they started to say names of LOGers......unfortunately the names either were cloudy when I heard them, or I just lost them when I woke up. But in all over 12 people died in that bus. It was disturbing. All I remember from the rest of that dream is sitting on the curb curled into a little ball, bawling my eyes out. And when I woke up, I was almost crying just because the emotion of the dream carried over so strongly. Weird.
I tend to shy from analyzing dreams, cause I don't think they are omens or anything.....but I do think they are just our subconscious at work sometimes...like this time. For me this came right after saying how much I appreciate everyone from Liwanag in the previous post yesterday. Also, in the dream I was immediately drained; physically, emotionally, and spiritually. This is how I have felt for the past 2 weeks. I don't know exactly why, but I have very little power to do anything anymore......granted this is coming from me at 1 am blogging when I should be sleeping, but still...
I'm not saying any of this for sympathy, sorry if it came off that way, but I really do need prayers right now, and what better way to get them than to announce it in your blog?? I am just tired from school and activities, and I'm finding less of my time is dedicated to God than should be, especially while working on an event like PraiseFest!! (OK I NEED TO PLUG PRAISEFEST REAL QUICK: YFC PRAISEFEST, APRIL 15TH 7PM IN SSLH) yea so just pray for me if you can.....I know He will strengthen me. Peace out homies, and thanks in advance for the prayers.

And so that I might say it again......I appreciate everyone God has given me in my life so much....you are all wonderful mirrors of His Love and I see that every day.